Yeah, I had my first cig when I was 13 years old (I thought it was the cool thing to do, I was extremely mistaken). I'm now 33 and I regret the day I ever gave into peer pressure. I quit for a year when I was 21 and went back for young foolish reasons and I REALLY regret that as well...I have wheezing now because of it and I can no longer run like I use to. It became an addiction that took total control of my life...and I did it to myself. I get disgusted by my actions when I think of them, but then I remind myself that no one is perfect....we all make mistakes (this is one of mine), but we can change things, we can turn them around for the better, which is what I decided to do. On the 27th of this month I threw my addiction out the window and truly I am at a point in my life where I do not want to go back. I enjoy the act of smoking (I'm not even going to lie), but no longer enjoy how it makes me feel. It will only get worse and I know that too, which is something I have been reminding myself everytime I get those cravings.
this road is a hard one to travel but will be more than worth it in the end.
Your young...walk away from this now. Trust me from experience it will only get worse and with everyday you continue you cause more and more damage to your body. I wish I would have had such insight all those years ago. I'd be so much better off for it.
Best of Luck to you.
