If you have had only six cigs since 1/9 you should just quit! You need to set a quit date. Read all the material here you can and educate yourself. The longer you keeping sneaking in that 1 cig here and there it is only going to get harder. Set a quit date and when it rolls around - no more! I know it is hard, I've been there and so has everybody else here. I thought I lost my best friend, I was sad as hell the first week. I'm no pro - but I can say I am 5 weeks smokefree tomorrow! I never thought I could do it.
Set your quit date - do not put off until tomorrow what you can do today!
Good luck - we will all be there for you!