Not sure what day I am on , only know that I’m pretty close to triple digits .
Im really struggling right now . I feel like smoking . I’ve been dreaming about it the last few nights and while I’m on my runs and a car passes by and someone is smoking and I can smell it , I feel like smoking !
Several stressful events have happened the past week . So I’m a bit worn down but using my energy that I have to remind myself that smoking will do nothing for my stress except make it worse . I’m doing lots of things to distract my mind and stay busy but the craving is still there .
Just wanted to say I’m struggling , but I’m not going to smoke .
