I think you do have courage . You've done it before , you know what to expect , so you know what's normal .
You know you can not take a puff . You learned by giving your four year quit away what will help you from doing that now .
You do have courage and even more strength now that even your first attempt because you've done it before.
Congrats to your husband as well . Do it for you, don't take on his responsibility , but do positive things together like walking .. or hey how bout two week date nights 
Encouragement comes from your courage .
Post before you smoke is all I can give you for advise because it is what helped me , but if that's not something that helps you then do for yourself what you know will . No one knows you better than you do how to do this for you .
Inam glad you are here .
My first quit was eight years and I smoked for years after . What I got to show for it , was copd and arteriosclerosis among many other things that I may not have had I stayed quit .
That's the past , I now live in the present looking forward to the future . I kerpmquit one day at a time . I think about smoking as my help .. never !
I am now again 9 and a half years quit tomorrow .
You will do it .. not that you need courage . You already have courage because you've posted , so now with work and with gratefullness you have a second chance .
One day at a time .
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