Hi CarliM, So glad you could join us. Your story is old news here, LOL, as most of us had and have the same experiences. The decision to quit is one of the scariest things ever! I had no idea what I would do without my cigarettes, they were there the second I woke up in the morning, last thing I did before I went to bed and were involved in everything thoughout the day. I too started smoking when I was 15 and smoked up until March 12, 2008 at the age of 56! LOTS OF CIGARETTES WITHIN THOSE 41 YEARS! When its your time it's your time. Try to think of something that you hate about your smoking...we have a couple of things that we say...'I wish my clothes didn't smell like smoke', or something like that. Then make that one thing your goal and focus on it. When an urge hits, use it, think about it and let the urge pass knowing that your one less urge closer to your goal. And along the way, your goals will change. You'll need to change some of your routines, like drink your morning coffee in a different room or drink tea instead. If you have to, make a list of your triggers and try to avoid them, like, bordom, keep a cross word puzzle book (or something like that) close by, even if you can't fully concentrate, keep your mind as busy as possible. Read, write and post on this site, there is a lot of support here for and from all of us....keep in touch and best wishes!
Reenie