Becka - CONGRATULATIONS!!! So, the right attitude about this monkey on all our backs. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and whatever happens, or how much you "think" about smoking - just DON'T SMOKE. You are making great strides and as most will tell you, it does get easier over time. Just watch for those nasty triggers - most of which will not "be" triggers in just a short while...watch for what happens when you stop with the patch too...just prepare yourself and you will be FINE! Keep going!