28 days now. Everyone tells me how proud they are of me, yet I have a hard time being proud. I'm not smoking, I'm not going to smoke, but I don't feel strong. I don't feel as if I've beaten this thing, I'm still fighting it.
I'll be proud when I no longer have the desire to smoke, when I know I've done it. Right now I'm still a work in progress...I haven't quit smoking...I just haven't smoked today, I didn't smoke yesterday nor any of the 26 days before. And I don't intend to smoke tomorrow.
I can't bring myself to be proud. Grateful...yeah. Determined...darn right. Proud? Check with me in about a year.