Thanks Dr. Hurt, I am a relapser and your blog does take away some of the guilt about smoking.
I just wonder what causes the huge, axiety ridden, aversion to quitting. I know I will be getting my nicotine from patches, and still, you would think someone was asking me to cut off my right arm when I think about doing the "quit". It is a strange thing. Once I get a patch on, and start getting the nicotine, I am suddenly fine with quitting. what is that huge fear that iniltially flares up?