Hey Kathleen. Nice to meet you and wow, 20 years is awesome! Congrats on your engagement and on getting ready to kick smoking to the curb.
Folks, I am going to my home group tomorrow and am a teensy bit nervous - obviously there are people there who don't smoke, but I always stand out front and smoke, that is my pattern. I greet people as they come in or strike up a conversation with the treatment center girls who are always huddled out there smoking. I don't want to get there right when the meeting starts and skip out the door when it's over, but I am a little uncomfortable about what to do. Should I stand around outside with my friends and watch them smoke? Try to talk to different people inside, then walk by them? I don't know. I have been craving like crazy today and I'm afraid it will look appealing if I actually see people smoking who I am used to smoking with.