Today I am going to the place where I did volunteer work for a number of years. There is a meeting I need to attend and then I will be doing some work there today. This is a place that was a huge part of my smoking life and where, last time I went a month or so ago, I felt very pulled to return to my smoking behavior. Today I feel more prepared and very aware that I may have the desire to smoke when I go there. I have prepared myself by mentally recommiting to my freedom and looked at all my reason for wanting to be free of tobacco--which is a nasty killer and a horrible master to be a slave to. I will not give up my freedom and return to the hideous smoking life. I hated being a smoker for so long, I was always wishing I could quit but never taking the first step to actually quitting, and now I am not one so I will remain a nonsmoker no matter what. Thanks for listening. I hope this day of freedom brings you great joy. I am rejoicing that I am free from tobacco today.
