Hey All~ Was planning on celebrating my 7 days free and healing from tobacco-- and I am... but just got a call from my Mom (Superwoman, hero, whom I love, respect and adore infinitely) and she tells me she was just diagnosed with breast cancer...... WO..... This woman is my greatest beloved in the world--- In my initial anguish over this I found myself really wanting to smoke (fear based patterning,,,,,) funny since of course smoking CAUSES such things.... but anyway-- I won't- just amazing how much I wanted to. So, ex-ers tribe~ I ask you to help me be strong in the face of this- and most of all think positive and visualize healing for my mom and not fall into fear or anxiety that weakens us all (makes us smoke, keeps us from healing etc)... Since you have all been so helpful to me in this journey~ I ask can you help my saying a prayer for my Moms healing and wellbeing- and/or visualizing her well and free from any illness... in perfect, vibrant health. If you don't want to do that- no worries, but please above all don't think fearful or pity thoughts-- my Mom (warrior) wants only positive thoughts... (THOUGH INITIALLY I NEEDED MY FEW MINUTES OF TOTAL FEAR SADNESS ANGUISH FREAKOUT..... WHICH IS WHEN I WANTED TO SMOKE, OF COURSE-- WHEN WE ARE WEAKEST...) I must go rest now.... Thank you for everything. Thanks in advance for sending your love and support. And yes, its been over one week now. Gettin through it. Your friend in health and hope---- Aly
