It scares me that I can get so angry that I actually entertain the thought of smoking. I scared myself last night - and I wonder if there had been a pack of cigarettes sitting there - would I have smoked one or two or more? Even after all this time, anger is still my biggest trigger.
I want to apologize to the entire community for my "rant" last night. I still disagree with even having a leader board - especially if it is not properly maintained. But losing my quit over something so insignificant would be a crying shame.
Hope everyone has a lovely day!
