There is something you might be missing ---->>> your days probably used to be reading and poisoning self, watching tv and poisoning self, washing dishes and poisoning self, eating and poisoning yourself......... I guess you are missing poisoning yourself
WHAT A FEELING TO MISS ....hehe You might be missing a small little bully that made you do things whether you really wanted to or not.... you might be missing not having something control your life and move it in the direction it wanted.
CHANGE ..... What a Feeling !
You are possibly still in the stage where you think cigarettes were your friends, possibly your best friends and sometimes it is like a friend died. ..................but ..........................................better that crap ...............then U ,,,,,,hehe !
you did not become an addict overnight ... everything takes time to get readjusted
ps - you have a super awesome smoke free journey going there Val B !!