Hey Jordan, How ya doin? I know all too well how you feel, Just try not to beat yourself up too much about it, because when you do that you start to feel like "oh well, I already blew it so I might as well smoke" and that's not what you want to do...and trust me most of us have been there a time or two, so no judgement here...also I wanted to add that you are NOT a failure , you've accomplished alot so far with being 9 days quit and Im sure It was'nt easy, so don't throw it all away, you slipped but you caught yourself, you did'nt have a total relapse, now with that being said, Im not condoning what you did, Im just firmly saying your not condemed either so forget about the clock for now, this is not a race Its all about kicking this addiction and becoming a healthier you - Get Up, Dust Yourself Off and Get back On The Wagon- and don't look back, what your main concern should be at this point is planning ahead and having a strategy on how to better handle situations like that, where was your Quit kit? keep one at the house, in the car, on the job, just keep them handy and remember your fighting a WAR against NICOTINE so NEVER let your guard down not even for a moment, just stay strong and keep reaching out for help when you need it, Im here if you need me.
Shamieka