I smoked Memorial day weekend. I honestly have no idea what influenced me to on Friday, I think it was the fact that there was nothing there to stop me from the cigarette and I only smoked barely even half and was like what the F am I doing right now? Then a friend of mine asked me to come with him to smoke and I did and took like one hit off of it. I felt stupid for doing it all day. Sunday I was drinking and smoked a few. Now I really feel bad about it, my boyfriend still calls me a smoker because I told him I smoked he didn't really believe me when I said I was going to quit so it's only to be expected. I'm doing better at avoiding them though and my parents have set a quit date for June 10th I'm really proud of them but worried they're probably gonna be moody from the withdrawls even though they have patches. Anyways hope everyone is dong successfully.
