Alot has happened in my life during 2009. I've moved, and had a rough summer but things are going better now. I'm happy and very busy and I'm turning 50! It is time to quit, and I'm just feeling calm about it all...weird. I smoke without even thinking about it. I'm just sick of it...and want to be done. I don't drink anymore, now quitting smoking...nobody better take my coffee away!!!!!!!!!