I was doing so good. Seperating was going good. Took a weekend trip to see my stepgranddaughter, stayed at her house WITH my husbands ex wife! Lots of drama but still made one pack last from Thursday to Sunday. Then we came home. Had to drop him off at his truck 2 hours from home and the last hour before he got so crabby and has continued to be. He has ADHD and when he gets in these ruts it's awful. No support, continual belittling. I'm not meaning to use him as an excuse, I need to find away to change my reaction. I get bad depression when I try to quit. How do you keep trying when your motivation is gone and you cry all the time? If I tell him my progress he says things like so you're still smoking. Any ideas?
