I have tried quitting smoking many times but the most I last is 6 weeks. It is staying quit that gives me a hard time. there is drama in my family, though i live alone with my three cats. I can't deal with it. I don't drink alcohol anymore, but when I drink coffee the craving is strong. I'm also afraid of gaining weight. It's not like I can run to the store to buy expensive fruits to munch on. I'm handicap with no car so I'm basically stuck home, til I get rides to take me places I need to go. Just saying...