today is day 69 for me, and I think NML hit me over the weekend. It was very stressful weekend, (no excuse) I thought about smoking all weekend. I did everything I could to keep my mind off of it....... I went as far a asking my husband for a cigarette and he laughed at me and reminded me that I have made it this far why throw that all away.. Thank god he did not give me one at the time because I would have smoked it. I did look back to that first 2 weeks and realized i do not want to do those 2 weeks again. If i REALLY wanted one I went past 6-7 gas stations all weekend I could have easily bought a pack but I didn"t. N.O.P.E