For the last two months I have been very sick. The doctor told me it was my lungs and my bronchial tubes.I also had sinusitis, and seriously high blood pressure. The cause; smoking. Did I listen, no. This last week I had to be rushed to the hospital because I could no longer breathe. My pressure was in the stroke zone and I was gray. I nearly died. In those moments when they were hooking all those machines to me and sticking needles every where I thought about the fact that I was going to die and leave my kids. I realized cigarettes are not as precious as life and when I lived I said that was it for me. I got the patches and have not lit one since. My husband still refuses to stop, so it is kind of hard, but I am determined. There is no smoking allowed in my home or car. I would really prefer for right now not to see them at all. Did any one else feel that way?
