Hello all, I was making icing for the cake I baked this morning and realised, I had no milk. Too chicken to go to the corner carry-out where I used to buy three cigs for a dollar once a day and sometimes twice a day. (certian places)
So. I asked my boyfriend to go get the milk. He was tired from plowing snow all night he said just take my truck. I was overcome with fear. I said ok, I had a flood of cravings, I mean A FLOOD! ..;... noone will know, only one,... just one more....maybe i wasn't ready to quit .... I mean just a flood. Thanks to you'lls advice, I knew what to do with these UNWANTED cravings. I kept telling myself you can do this, you are stronger than the cravings, you will make it through this and next time it will be easier. I bullied the cravings right back, Guess what? I made it to the store and back home and I am still smoke free,( I am amazed at myself, really) Day Two. This is not easy, actually very very hard. One of the hardest things I've ever attempted! I know If I keep this mindset, I will succeed, Because you all told me I would... Thank you from my heart!
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