yeah. i guess all that raving really did me in. eeeeerrrrrrrrrr! on my birthday of all days! two cigarettes...my quit down the tubes! so back to the drawing board. i am not gonna beat myself up too much...I just get to go through all the cravings AGAIN...go through all the anger, throat hurting, coughing up god knows what AGAIN! It's okay. I guess. The important part is to keep trying right? One of these has to stick. I really really REALLY hate smoking. So why do I continue to abuse myself this way? Maybe that is what I need to take a look at.