well, Here Iam. now to begin this blog. well, ill start like this. my name is joanne, iam a smokoholic for 40 yrs at 2pks a day or more. in smobrity for one month!! GO ME !! :)) wow, lookin back to my day one. how i forgot it was my quit day was goin to keep on smaokin and put it off till another day,till later that morning i heard it was lung cancer month, i said in honor of my mother ill try.. ohh i tried and iam still goin strong here.
I reli 1st have to thank the ppl on here, wen i got on here i was so nervos. i smoked more then i lived. I read all ur blogs, on my bad days u guys blogged back to me. and ill always be thankful for all of u.I rem my very 1st wk. OMG lmao was the longest week of my life,(rem diane) LMAO I didnt think i was makin it. it was way to long and i have absolutly no patience LMAO BUT... I did it.
then id read the newbies bloggs and they would show me where i was not very long ago and do i wana go back to day one too, ohh no way,lol. so to the newbies woohoo and u oldies woohoo I was shown where i was and where ill be. its great.well, i have to blog that this reli is the best thing i ever did for me. My life changed so much u dont even have a clue. i dont know why i was always a strong person but since i stoped smokin iam even stronger i think.is it the control thing, mayb .. all i no is be i stoped, everything went slower in my life, i mean everything. i had alot goin on, but the smokin made it worse, and i never seen it till now. like my mom getin sick, losin her so fast, there she was dyin from lung cancer and i was smokin away my life, there i was with copd lightin up like there was no tomm.coughin sickly skinny lil me. runnin out to smoke,chockin still suckin in that drag, wow go figure, its a great thing to talk to ppl and not cough :)) its great to put on a few pounds too lol as i went to 94 pounds, i mayb put on 10 pds and iam happy for it. energy i had none. ohh but i do now. im tellin u there is so many positives i got from this quit that i cant see me ever smokin agian. but i hate to say that b/c u never no.so my thing is iam goin to do this one day at a time.and just keep putin one foot in front of the other.after all i have had some ruff days and that hump there well, i wasnt sure if id make it. another positive thing here is .. i didnt know i inspiered anyone but yesterday my kid sister told me, jo if u can do this so can i. iam gona give mom a xmas gift and quit smokin xmas day and now so is my brotherinlaw, well that made me feel reli reli good there. so all my work is makin a difference and i like that. so to all u newbies. just try it. im learning new things everyday,you will be amazed at what u can do.and to u guys my buddys here, i luv u all. :)) ohh yea and how can i forget this one.. think of all that money u will save,LMAO how the hell do u think im xmas shoppin woohooo :))) and iam also putin tiles on my back wall in my kitchen plus paintin it n my bathroom.:)))))
so, for today Iam smoke free and solid as a rock!!! life is good..& god is great!
rem guys.. we are a form of a tea bag.. we never know our own strength till were in hot water LMAO
HAVE A GREAT SMOKEFREE DAY PPL.ONE DAY AT A TIME/ONE HR AT A TIME. Joanne
