So last night I smoked what I said was my last cig. I just kept repeating that over and over. There was one more smoke left in the pack before I went to bed and I figured my guy would smoke it in the morning and go to work. Well............
He smoked half of it and left me the other half. I know he was being sweet in his own way. But I only lasted an hour and a half after that little half a cig. God I'm weak!!! Bought a pack 😞
This happens pretty much EVERY time I say "this is my last cig". I give myself peptalks and get ready for the withdrawls and then I wake up to find a cig or a half a cig sitting there. I've told him NOT to do that but, he keeps doing it! I love him but it's driving me nuts. So now I get to have another talk with him when he gets home today.
Starting over
