new and nervous

[kazyabbyava23]

This is not my first attempt at quitting smoking....I quit for over a year and have been back on for over a year now. I NEED to make a change for life. I am so nervous about making this change or failing at making this change. I have alot of things I am worried about.....there is alot of change that needs to be made in my household that starts with alcohol and smoking but I feel like I am the only one ready to put forth tremendous effort and I am worried that the end result will be me being changed and having to leave someone behind.....the thought of this makes me want to keep smoking but my children deserve better. I would appreciate all the friends and support I can get right now.