my trigger

[susan46]

i'm not sure what i want to say or how i should say it. after 160+ days of not smoking, something has happened to change that. my daughter, leah, was found dead on monday afternoon at her home in richmond, va.
they do not know the cause of death yet, however, she had an alcohol problem. a very bad alcohol problem. i had talked to her around 5 a.m. sunday before i went to work. she was suffering from depression and was on medication for it. i missed the signs that she was contomplating ending her life. i will take that with me to my grave. 46 years is to young to die. please pray for me.