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mscarrie
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Hi!  I'm Carrie, I'm 42 and have been driving a truck for four years with my husband and brat of a dachshund.  Triggers?  Being awake!  Seriously, after eating, when drinking and when driving (NEVER at the same time... haha!) and when around others smoking.  I actually LIKE the smell of cigarette smoke.  I had quit for 8 years (and would have dreams of smoking and it was oh so good... so the cravings never stopped, but I didn't have ONE drag for 8 years.)  I stupidly picked them up again when I became a truck driver.  Driving is really boring at times!  So I'm looking for something to do with my hands besides smoking a pack and a half a day.  More when I'm drinking which isn't too often since I'm only home once a month.  I am so ashamed of my horrible cough and that my dear uncle who smoked heavily for 30 years, but quit, has lung cancer, yet I smoke when I'm talking to his wife, my aunt.  But at the same time, I fear gaining weight... already gained 5 pounds since driving.  And I'm also taking March off to diet and exercise, so not sure it's a good idea to have my quit date just before I do that.  I truly fear for my health! 


Brief Description

My house is in North Texas, but I live on a truck.


Website

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Location

Everywhere, USA


Interests

Photography, Family, camping, Nature, Swimming, bike riding, healthy food, Herbal Medicine, yoga, God, crafts


Skills

Photography, driving, cooking