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I am a 38 year old married woman. I have smoked for 28 years. I use smoking as a kind of a tranquilizer. Smoking has helped me "deal" with stress, happiness, sadness, crisis, boredom. I am diagnosed with PTSD and smoking has played a huge role in managing my symptoms. Now is the time for me to deal with those symptoms in a healthier way. I am sick and tired of smoking. I have a very much love/hate relationship with cigarettes. I hate the way smoking has dictated my life-- always figuring out when my net nicotine fix will happen-- when/where/how, etc. I am completely ready to be free from this addiction. I want to be healthier, both physically and mentally. I am currently on disability due to my PTSD so do not work. Keeping a routine is something I am currently working on and will need to work harder at to keep myself smoke-free as I often smoked just to fill the time and to block the whirling thoughts that go round and round in my head.
My hobbies include artwork: painting, sketching, photography, scrapbooking, making collages, etc. I also enjoy playing the piano, listening to all kinds of music, small family gatherings, cooking, baking and crocheting.
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san antonio, tx
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