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hi my name is liz and i have 3 dghters and 1 grandson and 1 on the way in july and i have even gone 2 weeks in disney no less with out smoking ...yeah me cold turkey but then something happens that sparks that feeling and i seem to go back to smoking,i understand the feeling or concept of truly wanting it -enough to quit ,but what has always been my problem is staying away from it,as a matter of fact i stopped before christmass and my girls never said anything but commented that i smeeled like smoke a week later,maby they are afraid to comment so they wont trigger me ...hmmm makes me think any way i truly want this time to be the anniversary that is the most important to me so after febuary 15 th if you see a woman with a couple of bald patches walking around wearing her under wear on the outside you'll know its me lol,been following the cigg tracker but for me its about emotions not eating or that kind of thing so how do i get rid of that ? i am not independantly wealthy so i have to join the rest of the world and it is not even the rest of the world that upsets me mostly myself and learning how to deal woth those emotions have been a education in its self ,every time i quit i learn more and get better but its very hard and i would like to put myself in a bubble and when i come out i will have quit but i guess the problems would still be there so i have to do it the hard way...hence the bald patches heh heh
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ready to quit anybody got a big bubble i can hide in till im ready to face the world?
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