just getting started...

[kelly166]

My name is Kelly, I have been smoking for 4 years now..this time...i quit for 17 years and stupid me, started up again because of the stress of a divorce and the illness of my mother. It was to much for me to handle. I moved in with my sister, who was a smoker and started smoking again. was the stupidest thing I have ever did in my life. My mother died three years ago due to lung cancer. I want to quit so bad and have tried several times throughout the years. I can't understand why it is so hard for me this time since i did it before!! The thing is, is I am feeling the effects of the smoking and I don't even enjoy it anymore so I am ready to be done with it. Please help me to help myself.. I have my date set for Nov.16th... But would like to try sooner if i can..i'm tired of smoking..I do not enjoy it anymore.. And it just plain scares me to think of going down the same path my mother went.. HELP!!