i picked up

[linda53]

how and why i dont have a clue ive been in stressful situtations before but yesterday the hospital lost my husband . hes in for tests then for rehab 200miles away i have all these animals and couldnt stay with him maybe its the guilt yes defininitely the guilt but i took 2 puffs off a very old and stale cigarette after 120 days im beating my self up about it but maybe this will help someone else peace and love ar. hippie