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My name is Amy. I have 3 wonderful children; 26, 11 & 6...an amazing husband with an Australian accent, 3 grandsons, and 2 dogs.
I have been toying with quiting for a long time. I have the little voice that says, 'but you enjoy it so much' during those moments. (and I do).
I don't smoke much, 2 packs/week. My justification is that I buy American Spirits and there's no additives. I truly believe I don't crave as much because of them. I used to get headaches from regular brands.
I began smoking when I was about 18 and then quit when I was 30. I started again when I was 35 and it was just recreational. I really don't know how strong my habit is. Denial says it's not that bad, but my urges tell me differently.
I am a closet smoker. My husband, oldest child and a few friends know. My husband hates that I do it. We've been married 15 years now. I hid it from him for a few years and then told him to news because it wore on my guilt. I smoked less then. He brought home the health insurance forms the other day and told me he's willing to pay anything to get me to quit. I know it's not good for me. I don't want my children to smoke.
Anyway, this is me! I am all over the place explaining myself. I hope you can make ends of it. Thanks for any/every ones support and I hope I can soon be there for others'.
Brief Description
ME! Mom, Wife, Homemaker!
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Location
midwest
Interests
biking, family time, alternative health, up and coming ex! 🙂
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