hey everyone....

[kback82]

HI MY SMOKEFREE FRIENDS.... I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE FOR A FEW DAYS CAUSE MY HUBBY HAS BEEN OUT OF TOWN AND TOOK THE LAPTOP.. SOOO WOW WHERE DO I START...I DONT WANT TO GO TO MUCH INTO WHAT IVE BEEN GOING THREW BUT ILL GIVE YOU ALL A RUN DOWN.. WELL THE DAY AFTER I QUIT MY DAUGHTER GOT INTO A FIST FIGHT WITH A GIRL AT SCHOOL... THAN THE NEXT DAY SHE CAME HOME WITH A TICKET FROM THE POLICE FOR "BATTERY"... THAN WE WENT ON WED TO TALK TO THE SCHOOL AND THE POLICE.. COME TO FIND OUT THAT MY DAUGHTER HAD 12 TARDYS IN 10 DAYS AND HER HIGHEST GRADE OR ALL OF HER CLASSES IS A 45%....OMG WOW....THAN ON WED EVENING I FOUND OUT THAT I CANT GO TO MY PAIN SPECIALIST ANYMORE CAUSE I RAN OUT OF MY PAIN MEDS A FEW DAYS EARLY SO I TOOK ON OF MY HUBBYS CAUSE I WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN.. SO THE PAIN DOC FOUND OUT AND NOW I CANT GO THERE ANYMORE...THAN ON THURS MY HUBBY HAD A HUGE BREAKDOWN... LIKE IVE NEVER SEEN MY POOR HUBBY LIKE THAT IN 18 YRS THAT IVE KNOWN HIM...HES A REALLY TOUGH GUY...SO WHEN HES CALLING MY TEXING ME TELLING ME THAT HES SCARED AND HAVING FEELINGS THAT HES NEVER HAD BEFORE... I WAS SOO SCARED.. SO I TOOK HIM TO THE DOC THE NEXT MORNING... SO HES ON MEDS NOW AND IM HOPING THAT HE WILL START DOING BETTER..THAN I FOUND OUT THAT MY DAUGHTER THAT GOT INTO A FIGHT IS HURTING HERSELF TOO CAUSE SHES BEEN MAD..SAD.. ECT.. BUT WE ARE WORKING ON THAT AND IM HOPING COUSELING WILL HELP US... THAN THE LAST THING WAS MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER FINALLY FOUND A FRIEND AFTER BEING HERE FOR 8 MONTHS.. SHE FINALLY GOT TO SPEND THE NIGHT SO ABOUT A HR AFTER WE DROPPED HER OFF SHE CALLED ME TO TELL ME THAT SHE UMM STARTED HER GIRL THING... FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME...SO WE HAD TO GO AND GET HER FROM HER FRIENDS..... BUT ANYWAY...IVE HAVE BEEN THREW HELL AND BACK THE PAST 12 DAYS...BUT EVERYONE ....................IM STILL GLAD TO SAY THAT IM ALMOST 12 DAYS SMOKE-FREE....BETTY HAS BEEN SUCH A GREAT FRIEND TO ME ALWAYS CHECKING ON ME AND MAKING SURE IM OK....SOO ANYONE THAT IS NEW ON HERE... IF I CAN GET THREW ALL THAT SHIT I WENT THREW AND STILL DIDNT SMOKE... ANYONE CAN DO IT... OK IM SORRY THIS IS SOOO LONG BUT I WANTED YOU ALL TO HEAR WHAT IVE BEEN THREW AND I STILL DIDNT SMOKE....HAPPY SMOKE FREE WEEKEND YA'LL

[jim_ohio]

wow,  u are one tough girl...........i do not even know what to say...i am still obsorbing what u went threw......yikes.......congrats on be smokefree threw all of that......i think u should win mom, wife. ex-smoker for the week....super   jim ohio

[Patty-cake]

Wow, that's incredible. So much to go through in only 12 days.

Congrats for not smoking through it all.

Also, I hope that things start changing in a positive direction with your family soon. Sounds like you have your work cut out for you. I'm glad you aren't smoking in the mix of it all.

[YoungAtHeart]

See, everyone?  It IS possible to go through life's travails and NOT smoke. kback has taught you how.  Just DON'T.

I  hope, dear, that things improve daily for you.  You are in my thoughts, and I cannot tell you how proud I am that you have protected that wonderful quit!

Nancy

Quit 7/4/12

[SarahP]

And it all would have happened whether you were a smoker or not!  And smoking would not have changed any of it! 

Great job staying smoke-free through such a barrage of life-insults. I hope things smooth out for you. 

[brendafrnl]

WOW Kimmi,

 I am so impressed!  I thought that what I was having was a bad day, but compared to what you have been through, I should be ashamed to complain...  I sure hope that your days become easier  and there is no doubt in my mind that you are a very strong and inspirational person.  You keep up the great work with your non smoking days and you will be the lady that I will certainly follow because if you can do this, anyone can.  I am with you all the way Kimmi!   

[kback82]

thanks everyone....i hope you all dont think im just a huge whiner... i really just wanted to write this to all of you that if miss kimmi here can get threw all that shit without smoking... ANYONE CAN... im sooo proud of myself... i couldnt have done it without my new ex friends on here.... IM NOT JOKING.. THERE WAS NO WAY I COULD HAVE DONE IT WITH OUT YOU ALL.... I CANT SAY IT ENOUGH... THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE

[joyeuxencore]

INCREDIBLE!!! I don't know if I could have been sp strong dear lady...hope everything evens out...that hubby feels better and daughter makes many new friends! You are such a non-smoker!!!! xo

[froguelady]

Kimmi, I am so very proud of you.  You have gone thru so much and haven't smoked, Lady you rock.  I hope things get better for you soon. I don't know what Dr's think we are supposed to do when we have pain, just tough it out I guess.  I have severe arthritis  in my spine from top to bottom. It has damaged the 3 bottom dics and the sciatic nerve and that means never pain free.  I hope you find another pain management DR. soon. Have a good day my friend.  HUGS

[mary242]

kback82.....will you marry me?     lol jk of course....you are the bomb little girl!!! thanks for being such a great inspiration for us!!!!! stay strong!  Mary

[SkyGirl]

Congratulations, Kimmi. You are one tough lady.  I hope things straighten out for you very soon.  And like everyone has already said...smoking wouldn't have prevented ANY of those things from happening and it certainly wouldn't have FIXED any of those problems!!  Go, Girl!

[stonecipher]

Way to go!!!!

Those kids of yours are looking up to you, and you are doing them proud.  Keep it up.

[lgaboriault]

I am so proud of you Kimmi. It is very easy to tell that you are a loving and devoted mother and wife! You have been through so much dealing with your children and standing by your husband in his time of need. You deserve a medal my dear friend and I commend you for your strength to endure all of plights and still be smoke-free. You are my Hero and a great inspiration. Wishing you and your family all the best in the future!! Love and Hugs, Louise 🙂

[greek2]

This is 6th day of Quit for wife & myself. I'm really proud of us!!!! Cravings seem to be getting a little easier for now.

[lois2]

oh i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO proud of you, you did great by not smoking.

[kback82]

THANKS EVERYONE..... ITS BEEN SOOO ROUGH BUT I MADE IT.... YEAHHHHH