with all the times I've quit smoking you'd think I'd remember the third day. woke up feeling kinda nervous and jittery mind not the best. started stressing about every little thing. sure could use a cig. why am I doing this. big stresses coming,more worry more wanting to smoke.then around three the stress came(and went) not as big as I thought.then I spent about an hour and a half trying to figure what I had the taste for to eat. it was then(about five) that I realised i had hit that wonderful point in withdrawls where you realise all the physical pain is over. I've cleared my first and hardest barrier the physical addiction. my muscles are not hurting anymore, thoght is clearer. I feel as good if not better than I did before I quit. for those of you behind me this day will come for you and you will understand how I feel.after this it will be just dealing with old habits, new firsts and telling my smoking friends N.O.P.E. this makes me feel great. guess I'll grab a glass of soda and lean on the fence to talk to my cat( honey) once again God bless ya'll for being here.
