Well today is the close of day 9 smoke free for me, and that smoking demon is trying real hard to come alive in my mind. I am wearing the patch so I have not had any physical urges, just mind games tonight. Have been a little stressed out, and feeling the blues. Normal everyday stresses, finances, job, kids, TAXES try to bring that demon awake. He keeps popping in and saying "damn I want a cigarette." Well as long as I keep my QUIT voice stronger and say" NO I DON"T WANT A CIGARETTE!!!" I can beat this battle.