well, i made it through... i surprised myself... well it helped that i wasnt around any smokers today... so i would just watch the non smokers behavior.. they really acted as thugh they didnt know i was obsessing over cigarettes...i watched a few smokers .. (people i didnt know)... and the smoking really is an unnatural act...its funny.. although my brain was obsessing and saying " i want one!!".. my consious self was saying.. man i can breathe again, dont mess that up...youre almost all the way free.. dont mess that up either...your blood pressure is down.. and you feel so good .. dont mess that up...
well alot of people are saying it gets easier,.. well im waiting folks... how long till i disassociate.. the smoking with my unconsious... i cant wait...
