The other day I was at my moms and my brother was out side smoking, I thought for a moment hmmm I miss that, the feeling of holding it in my hand and the time we all spent together outside smoking I guess they ment more to me than just a quick fix they were a part of who I was. You would think after all this time I wouldnt want them anymore, But I feel that None of us will ever beable to say we quit smoking untill we can say we never ever have the split sec of wanting it. Im not saying its ok to have a slip but I dont think you should beat yourself up over it, we are all quitting smoking and we always will be in my book, we are just like recovering alcoholics, we will never be able to say we quit we are recovering ex smokers if that makes since... I am glad I didnt have one that day, I am so glad that my love of life keeps me from it. and I hope everyone else can do the same... godbless you all and keep it up
