day three has been terrible!! on top of this my boss calls me and it wasn't pleasant....long story. I had a nice cry and was at the point where I almost grabbed my keys and went to purchase a pack. I just cried. I hadn't done that. I was almost at my breaking point. This happens often. I just think, eh I can just have one....not going to happen. If I start I'm just going to smoke the whole damn pack. I can't take it anymore, I often doubt myself. I have never made it this long without a cigarette and that makes me proud but I still have those thoughts of "who are you kidding, you're going to end up smoking one way or another"....
I just wish there was a miracle drug that made you forget cigarettes ever existed!! 😞
