i just cleared my 48 hour mark of not smoking... i just had a really bad craving mainly because i just ate and my 6 year old really hurt my feelings... yes i know some of you may say but she is only 6... for some reason she has been on me all evening about smoking and how "fat" i am... i guess right now i'm more emoitional because i'm probably going thru withdrawl... i got past the urge and didn't smoke... so i am proud of myself... i have tried to quit many times before and any little thing would cause me to pick back up.. this time i'm not going to allow myself to do that... i need to stay quit... my mother in law died of lung cancer and smoked all the way up to her last two months alive... and i took care of her her last two months alive... so i know what it can do to you... and my husbands best friend died of lung cancer so again i know... i've been able to give up drugs... and my withdrawl with pain pills was terrible... so i'm ready for this quit... i just have to fight the urges... 😃
