day 173

[thebears8171]

I had surgery yesterday to remove my first ever bladder tumor. I hope it is the last. Dr. said smoking is the number one cause of bladder tumors. I am still very freaked over it. Dr. told hubby that it is cancer, but that we caught it fairly early. I have another appt next week then one every 3 months after that. the one thing that keeps going through my mind is "Who's going to take care of my babies?" I know that seems a little dramatic, but for those that know me you guys are used to it. So, here I am trucking along on this yellow brick road to........where? Cancer? God only knows. Still trying to find my place in this world. BTW Are there any Pagans out there? I am a very interested person on this subject.  Thanks yall stay strong and never ever think that one puff wont hurt. You know as well as I do that it will

Good day all!!

Leigh