day 104

[diane3]

Been thinking about smoking again...how weird is that, no cravings, its just on my mind and I have to keep telling myself, NO YOU DONT SMOKE!!!  chewed a pack of gum, trying not to eat everything in sight!!

Is this No Man's Land??? I'm fighting it, reading some of the posts, especially some of the long timers, they're giving me faith that I'll get passed this.

I also think it has something to do with the fact that everyone around seems to just take it for granted that I'm not smoking anymore, no encouragement, no how ya doing, nothing.  Not that I need constant encouragement or a pat on the back at every turn, but YEESS its only 3 months!!!!

Anyway, just writing this helped, thanks for listening to my belly aching!!! I gotta go buy more gum LOL