or not. Can you believe I am back here after two years? I can. I am a cigarette junkie. Plain and simple. The quit from two years ago - lasted 9 great months. But the junkie in me couldn't let it go. I am like the Robert Downey Jr. of cigarettes. Seriously. But I will keep trying until one of these suckers lasts...
I smoked my last cigarette this morning at 6AM. Oh yes. They were there, and I just couldn't let a "good" cigarette go to waste. Junkie. My husband still smokes too, so it doubles my chances of relapse. But I have to get better for me. I missed almost a week of work from sinusitis, strep throat, swollen lymphs, blah, blah, blah. I still tried smoking even with my throat, literally, on fire. There is something wrong with that picture. So on top of antibiotics, I am doing breathing treatments. Breathing treatments!!! Hello! Clue!
Anywho... I feel like I am all over the place today. Especially writing this little piece of literature gold, I tell you. I am doing the patch - only 7mg. I tried a couple months ago to do the 21mg patch and was green at the gills for a few days before I couldn't take it. I know I don't have the energy for another cold turkey quit. So here I sit, feeling a little tired and dazed, but not as cranky as I would be without anything. With that... I must actually work and get paid so I can do little things like keep the house I have and all the other bills that come with it...
Here is to day 1~
Sincerely, Robert Downey Jr., Jr.?
