Yup today I have not touched a cig. or smoked one in 250 days. Amazing grace for sure..... I feel good about it ,and enjoy the freedom the most. The last few weeeks I have had such cravings and when leaving house I always am looking for something.........................not my pocket book,my keys etc. I think I was looking or remembering that I always was looking for my cigs or lighter before leaving..... So even after 250 days of the crap gone from me,i am still looking for them. Well they are not going to be found anywhere near me. Today I woke up at 1:30 a.m. I'm very anxious to say the least. I have a meeting/consultation with a lawyer.Now not only is my water still contaminated,and the septic runith over soon,I have rust and dirt in the water that is coming into the house!!!!...... My next move is to go to Montpelier and talk to the Governor etc. I was told that it may take until oct. to be fixed. My lease runs out in dec......... Got another call from the landlords ash lawyer & this deal was "$5,000.00 to end all claims,debt etc. and 10 days to move. N.o.p.e. sorry can't do that anymore.he hahaha....... I did say I would vacate only for the 5,000.oo$ in a dam day!!!!!! BUT the other debt,veh. repo's etc. will go to court. Also I guess he feels that he can pay me off to move,cuz I have no car and over staying my welcome at other's,But we all know that isn't going to stop this train moving forward. My backbone has grown so big and strong some days I feel like super woman. ha ha ha. Hope all is well with their quits and enjoying the nice weather........ I'm making more zuch. muffins/bread today-way too many to give away. That idea of the raised garden from the old spa is amazing.love and peace to all. ~deborah~ xxoo
