as some of you may have read.... i was having a really bad day saturday. first day without my patch and i thought i was going to die. well. saturday is over. and i am better. i dont' know what it was... but i was fine sunday when i woke up.. and i'm fine today. i think it was in my head that i needed the patches to succeed. welll. i don't need them. i am doing it on my own (with the help of everyone on this site) without those dumb patches! thank you everyone for the support you gave me saturday! it was much needed and it helped more than you may know!