Ha! It's funny reading my blogs from a year ago when I quit. I lasted something like 46 days....which I had never lasted before. And then sometime around Valentines day......I had that "one smoke" when I was out at the bar and guess what? You guessed it, I started again. Well, here we are again, I am now on day 4 of a cold turkey quit...and it "seems" easier than it was last year. Or my attitude is different, or something. I guess I am mad at myself for starting up again....I mean, I'm just sick of going through this whole withdrawl thing. I think I just wanna do it this time. I'm sick of quitting and starting again. This is my 7th attempt in the last like, 4 years. Obviously in my heart I want to stop, it's just getting my brain to go along with it!!!! hahahahahaha. I hope this one is the quit that works. Every time, I last longer and longer than the time before. I think that is telling me something too. Who knows???? I don't. I just hope this works this time.
