sorry. i cant explain my guilty feelings... what can i do now. after 120 days later i smoked. i cant control my tears. what i can do now??? i want to stay with all of you (ex smokers friend). sorry, sorry, sorry. i can't forgive myself.... please suggested me... every moment i think that situation and cry.... how fool i am. please help me. please help me. please... please. i am waitting for your reply.... i am nothing but a fool.
