Goodbye forever you bitch! I knew better than to be friends with you! It started as a fad, getting zero nicotine vapes to look cool on high school spring break. With the drinks in college came the nicotine. With the ADHD diagnosis came the dependence on nicotine. The numbing clarity of life constantly giving me the urge to take the edge off. I gave up my prescriptions years ago. But the nicotine hung around-a crutch through the hard stressful times. Tasting like candy, no need to even move from my spot, the convenience had blinded me and it was worse than I thought.
It’s been 24 hours and I already feel my lungs expanding better. Tastes are stronger. I’m slightly less foggy. And although I find my hands searching for a vape out of habit, my brain is strong and my partner is supportive… I feel like I’m winning! Stats say there’s a 90% chance I’m to be less anxious or depressed after quitting. So yeahhh, fuck you bitch, I never wanna see you again! You might’ve been there in the hard times but you a fake ass friend!
