I have been looking at inspirational quotes online today and came across this one. As simple of a quote it is it means a lot to me. It helps me understand that I may fail at my goals or have obstacles to over come but I have not really failed until i quit trying. Whenever I would light up that one of many last cigarettes I would always say to my self "oh there we go saprina you failed your not going to be able to do it. your too weak". I just have to get over that and keep pushing myself. Stay motivated and strong. Never give up. Today my 5yr old decided to throw a fit outside in front of everyone and I caught myself getting ready to say " man I really need to smoke" but instead I grabbed my 3yr old and my 5yr old and went for a walk. By the time I came back i was thinking about smoking again so i mowed the grass lol. I have come up with an idea to look up a different quote everyday and start a journal to write about what that quote means to me. It will keep me busy for a little while lol take care everybody and have a good night!
