Hello! I am happy to tell you that I am finally starting to cut through all the SADness that I have had! My butt is off the couch and trying to clean and decorate a little for Thanksgiving! I found out that I will not be all alone for Thanksgiving or any of the following Holidays! BF (Brandy) will be staying in town with me! I am so grateful for this! He told me last night that he is definately staying in town to be with me! This morning I got up out of bed and have not got on the couch till now, and that is so I can tell you that I feel better today than I have in awhile! I have stayed away from the T.V. and fb today! So depressing! I want to Thank all of you for hanging with me and encouraging me! Some of you have been relentless and today I am very gratefull for you! It is not sunny outside but bright, and thats help some too!
I am very Gratefull that I found this site and have been able to keep my commitment for 140 days and counting! I have had some uncomfortable moments today as I am cleaning and getting intio areas that I haven't been in for awhile. My addiction says I wanna smoke. NOPE so, today I am eating freezer pops on my breaks!
Have a HAPPY smoke-free day! You are wonderfull people and I am HAPPY to have you in my corner! Love you all!! xoxo
Terrie