When everything seems to be going wrong sometimes I think why me!? 🤔 I MUST remember to ask myself why me!? 😁 when everything seems to be going right! LIFE happens BUT relapsing isn't an option EVER! I find myself thinking every so often when things are going wrong thank goodness I don't smoke anymore because if I did I'd be sitting outside in a plume of smoke coughing choking and nearly horking up a lung or possibly even both trying to get that damned fix UGH BUT NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I DON'T DO THAT ANYMORE! I find it MUCH EASIER to deal with life on life's terms without that horrid Crutch mind you it took quite some time to get to this point where that's the last thing I want! It definetly takes time to relearn life without the crutch BUT boy oh boy it's worth it!
